I feel as though I should update this more. But seeing that no one but myself reads it I guess it doesn't matter. I created you my lovely blog in order to type out how I feel now, like right now, how I'll feel tomorrow, and maybe a few weeks from now. I feel as though my life is always changing.
Many of the people I graduated high school with are married, have children, getting ready to have children, or getting ready to have their second or third child, or all of the above. I am happy for all of them, but their so young and it makes me feel like everything is moving way to fast. It scares me the thought of marriage and children.. But I do in fact long for the day I'm settled down with the love of my life, in a house, working as a teacher, spending my nights cooking for my husband, and dreaming with him about the day we have children. But my life is always changing right now. I love the idea of everything being WIDE open. My fears are normal I guess. But it scares me to think about how far "behind" I am from everyone else. But I've never truly been right along side everyone my age.
Classes are flying by, I have three classes I need in the Spring and I will be done with this chapter of my life. I will be moving from a college I've attended for three years of my life and moving to a college where I will finish up my degree, I am both very excited and scared at the same time.
My mom and dad always told me I can do anything I set my mind to. Anything. I got a new tattoo (my second) on the inside of my arm. I strongly believe in the quote.
Crocheting is going well :) finished my aunt's Christmas gift. Very happy with it.
In a month I will turn 21.
This brings with it new and exciting feelings.
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